Poems

Slipping

True words slip my lips

As they do I wish they didn’t

The wound left behind has depth as the ocean

True words slip my lips

I regret every vibration they create

Never again do I wish to repeat

Not in this life time or another

True words fly between us

As I wish you would stop saving me

Speak the truth and set me free

Otherwise watch my demise

True words were never spoken

Even as I passed in front of your eyes

 

Poems

Not the same

I realize that I’m not the same person anymore.

Every time I look around me I see it more and more

There are moments I loathe the person I have become

In those moments I wish there was a way to start over

In those moments do I look deep within and dislike what I see

I cry the most of the person that I can become

This person who will be alone for ever

I realize I am not the same anymore but neither are you

My heart aches for all my lost time

It weeps for the future and the past

Late nights thinking of how things could change

Dreaming of the day that will never come

Yes, I realize I am no longer the same

yet, you are not the same either, so lets not pretend

we are both the same. .

Poems

An inviable fight

Grasping for the right words

for the words that will express how I feel

yet, I am coming up with empty hands

nothing feels the same to me anymore

all I feel is bitter nothingness

a warm heart with a cold exterior

wearing it like a solder in a battle field

Fighting a battle in my own head space