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Every passing day

My smile grows tiresome every passing day

my heart feels heavier with pain

All I can say to myself is forward

My smile becomes less frequent

My smile is less genuine every passing day

Do you see my tears?

I dare you to see the hurt you have caused.

Look real close into them and you’ll see my past life

All my past smiles and laughter.

I smile less and frown more

I laugh less and cry more.

My smile becomes more tiresome every passing day.

 

 

Poems

Daily Prompt: Snippet of Film

In my last moments will you be my last thought?

In my last moments would you even have a second in my story?

My life is composed of short snippets of film.

Snippets of the grand moments in my life.

They are all filled with joy and freedom.

Even as they lay me to rest; I still feel alive.

These are the moments I will hold on to in my end.

Do you see me in the air because that is where I’ll be.

 

 

via Daily Prompt: Snippet

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Daily Prompt: One-Way To The End

Assumptions were made from the start

We thought we were on the same path

Foolishly we spoke about our chapter

The sway in your voice had an effect on me

Realization that this was a no mans land,

a one way path, came too late.

I was already in knee-deep in this mush

A one way street full of sinking sand

Yet, my hand reached out for yours

what I found was a ghost of a man

As my body sunk to the bottomless pit

my heart stayed with yours beating on last time. .

 

 

 

 

 

via Daily Prompt: One-Way

Inspirational, Poems

Deep within

Reach deep within

Look for the ugliest parts

Face what most turn a blind eye too

Face those insecurities

Turn them around in your palm

Reach deep within

Where the light does not glow

Embrace those parts of you

For they are you

Be one with the ugly

Cherish yourself

Most importantly love yourself

Poems

Not the same

I realize that I’m not the same person anymore.

Every time I look around me I see it more and more

There are moments I loathe the person I have become

In those moments I wish there was a way to start over

In those moments do I look deep within and dislike what I see

I cry the most of the person that I can become

This person who will be alone for ever

I realize I am not the same anymore but neither are you

My heart aches for all my lost time

It weeps for the future and the past

Late nights thinking of how things could change

Dreaming of the day that will never come

Yes, I realize I am no longer the same

yet, you are not the same either, so lets not pretend

we are both the same. .

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Being one

Change with the wind

Change with the color of the leafs

I know that I’ll be who I’m supposed to be

Criticize if you wish for ill always be me

Even if that means that you won’t know me

I’m not as simplistic as people believe

Im no angel nor a thief

I’m two halves of a whole just wait and see

For when these two subside

There will be inner peace

That is where you will find me

You’ll finally see whose been within me

The facade will be over after all these years

You will never be able to diminish me

For I am two halves of a whole that complete me

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Flips Everything

sweet dreams end in tragedy

love for one self turns to hate

self-love turns in to distaste

happiness seems unreachable

laying with the enemy changes you

wishing to swim in sin once more

Lying to one self for one night

Sweet dreams that end in tragedy

Would it be worth it for only one night?

Even if the price to pay is losing yourself

Losing you; to swim in sin once more?