Assumptions were made from the start
We thought we were on the same path
Foolishly we spoke about our chapter
The sway in your voice had an effect on me
Realization that this was a no mans land,
a one way path, came too late.
I was already in knee-deep in this mush
A one way street full of sinking sand
Yet, my hand reached out for yours
what I found was a ghost of a man
As my body sunk to the bottomless pit
my heart stayed with yours beating on last time. .
via Daily Prompt: One-Way
True words slip my lips
As they do I wish they didn’t
The wound left behind has depth as the ocean
True words slip my lips
I regret every vibration they create
Never again do I wish to repeat
Not in this life time or another
True words fly between us
As I wish you would stop saving me
Speak the truth and set me free
Otherwise watch my demise
True words were never spoken
Even as I passed in front of your eyes
After being kicked down
After having your soul ripped from
Underneath your skin
A touch is the last thing you want
A smile feels like a slap in the face
It hurts and bleeds it's gruesome red
What is left?
Nothing but an empty shell
Letters that curve as she speaks
While you see insanity
I see wisdom
As she only writes what her lips do not say
Covered in ink, do you ever speak
For you are the only thing that hears me
Sees my tears at night even when I sleep
Please never say what you must over hear
Instead let them read what these lips do not say
In my red ink
why were you blind?
Why did you not realize the truth
that you would end-up caring
that the little lies you said
would catch-up to us
you let us both down
Do you realize nothing will be the same
do you feel that pain in your chest?
It’s called regret
Every single moment was made out of disrespect
Do you realize that?
He thinks of you as a worthless piece of shit
You let him see us as that way
How can I forgive you for this?
My reflection does not represent me anymore
Where is the joy; I once had?
Where did it go?
I am dying, we are dying in this regret.
Please do not let us die this way.
Rises from my stomach
I feel it creeping on me
Making its way to my tongue
I can taste the sweetness of it all
The taste of poison as I slowly drown in its depths
pain is unbearable it consumes you
Takes away everything that makes you
Changes you to the point of no return
Your reflection doesn’t resemble you anymore
The moment we met was not a magical one
you were just a person to me
I did not stop and ponder about you
then things changed
Suddenly you had the best jokes
Hugs started to mean much more
In the end it was all imaginary
who was to blame?
All the nice words
Are and will always be fire,
so go a head dear spit your game
we all know its all lies
Feelings can drastically change,
so I have learned.