Inspirational, Poems

Deep within

Reach deep within

Look for the ugliest parts

Face what most turn a blind eye too

Face those insecurities

Turn them around in your palm

Reach deep within

Where the light does not glow

Embrace those parts of you

For they are you

Be one with the ugly

Cherish yourself

Most importantly love yourself

Poems

Poison

it’s slow like poison reaching the heart

we pretend we are okay

that it does not hurt to breathe

we become tired to the point of no return

our will to fight diminishes every passing day

we blame our selves and the world for the

crumbling walls within

blame everyone and everything except the one

It’s a slow poison that sweeps through the blood

Slowly it moves until it stops the heart

The one muscle that with holds beyond any regrets

 

 

Poems

Today I saw you

Today I saw a picture of you

All the memories I suppress fluttered back

The feelings were felt once more

Yes, even the ones I loathe

Today I saw a picture of you

I was once again reminded of you

Reminded of the things you took from me

My heart is full sorrow for the friend I lost

Today I saw a picture of you

A picture that I wanted to burn

A picture of a man who hurt me so

A friend who was not really a friend

Today I saw a picture of you

Of a person who is lost

Of a person who blames the world

For the misfortunes that he brings upon himself

Today I saw a picture of my mistake

That I wish I could burn off my skin

To day I saw a picture of a blank space that for ever will be known as you

Poems

Fantasy Vs. Reality

I live for the fantasy that it would be me

That you would be better for me

Yet, as time goes by the truth settles in

Every syllable that vibrated out of those lips

Where to string me along, made to torture me

Time passes me by as it normally does

The realization that i meant nothing

Just a person to fill a gap in time

Just an object to manipulate

The change I wanted to see from you

I would not be the one to inspire it

Who knows if anyone will.

I lived for that fantasy once

Yet, now it’s a nightmare I can not surpass

Poems, Uncategorized

Not this heart

Love is a fatal attraction 

You lose yourself in it’s whirlpool

You start to disappear slowly 

Salt water stings your eyes and blinds you 

The sounds of the waves crashing 

Hinders you from hearing the truth 

The truth is that he lies 

It’s all been an act this persona

An act to hide the scared boy he really is 

Love is a fatal attraction 

I do not attend to be it’s next attraction 

 

Random thoughts

Frozen in place

Accepting that I cannot change the passed is more tiresome then one may think. It takes you to a place where nothing matters. A place where you only have energy for one thing in life. In this world of self pity nothing and no one matters. All you can think of is the one thing that hindered you in such a way.