No choice

Bottle after bottle

Trying to forget but not forget

Trying to find a resolution even in my drunken state

Loving the way, it all came to be

hating the situation, it left me with

secrets that I have to carry

Guilt of my betrayal

Not willing to destroy a life for nothing

Not willing to sacrifice my soul for this

It has already taken too much of a toll   

The countless sleepless nights

The heaviness of it all

Some say go with the flow, but

The wind is not near

it wants no part of my decision

Perhaps I had no choice to begin with  

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